Tuesday, December 11, 2007

An Insatiable Hunger



"If you can bear to hear
The truth you've spoken
Twisted and misconstrued
By some smug fool
Or watch your life''s work
Torn apart and broken down
And still stoop to build again
With worn out tools."
-Joni Mitchell 'If'

We sat opposite one another on a slope we had passed in another journey at another time when there was a parting of the ways. He offered me a cigarette.
"You will pay a price..that price is always there..and everything is material...what is the value of what you seek to purchase?"
"I don't know"
"You will vanish in your opportunity... in your life...you will have to become like one of them to know them and even then...once you do...then what?"
"May I return to the teaching?"
"Yes..but you may not have the opportunity."


"The dark gods constitute the underworld. They are uncomplicated and they are capable of diminishing and shrinking into infinity.
Their deepest lord is the devil, the spirit of the moon, the serf of the earth, who is smaller, colder and deader than the earth.
There is no difference in the power of the heavenly and the earthly gods. The heavenly ones expand, the earthly ones diminish. Both directions stretch into infinity."
-Carl Jung The Seven Sermons To The Dead.



"Ordinarily, when we think about being present we identify ourselves with the intellectual center. When most people outside the Work (and those in faux-Work) speak about being present what is meant is a certain balance and clarity, an equipoise in the intellectual center—that moment when our attention is focused on what's before us (and possibly a certain awareness also of the intellectual center), when we're not lost in a reactive cloud of thought or emotion. But that is the ordinary meaning, a Moon world definition. It's just a "time out," a certain space in one center, the head brain, the formatory mind, the mechanical part of the intellectual center, the part that's always talking to me. No matter how sharply I may delineate, it's still the Moon world if I am not grounded in the instinctual-moving and feeling centers. That is, I'm all head, no body. I'm only a thought, a feeling, an impulse; there is no awareness of a body (except when it experiences lust, fear and so forth). I've taken the Great Fall, a descent into the Moon world. Now the question is how to make the ascent to the Earth world, and so knowingly enter the physical dimension, become consciously embodied."
-The Gurdjieff Journal


We were warned about mistaking the ensnarement of traps we have set for ourselves as a final goal, that the stage tricks of a pliable reality would become an end to themselves. Whatever manipulation of consciousness we were able to circumnavigate, we would only be traveling another road, another variant of the hypnotic state that was manifested all about us. We would congradulate ourselves as we were sinking ever deeper, silently into a quicksand that we would not be able to grasp, to recognise...we could become the very deception we create.

At the locus of the natural phenomenon of quantum mimicking of the observer's conceptual expectations and the animus we project upon the physiologic imprint of consciousness, I have hesitatingly and haltingly, trod down a dank and dark corridor surrounded by the mockery of manifestations in the echo chamber of the "paranormal",

If anything exists that we can absent midedly stuff into our coat pocket of materiality, we, for a moment, look away with not one shred of proof,although we do know without, any doubt, we are confronted by a transpersonal process embued with an the stamp of insatiable desire matched by an intelligence equal to it's goal of obtaining embodiment.

Where does one draw the pen as a scaple to separate the hydra of a populace haunted by the pliable chimera of ufo's, the abduction of possession requiring an exorcism, the ritualistic abduction of "experiencers", the objects violently thrown by unseen hands in a fit of frustration, or the discarnate voices of personalities long since separated from their owner's? Is there a unified field theory behind the many persona's worn by our provocative adversary? If so, why doesn't this energetic non human intelligence hide behind our sensate blindness?


"You noticed them and they noticed that you noticed them...most people....are not sensitive enough....or...without some kind of....trauma?...What happened to you, Mr Kline?"

P.D Ouspensky summarised organic growth in nature as a process of experimentation. When you consider humanity as a species whose quantity is counted in billions, and that total sum may be reflecting individuated holographic fragments of a whole, and that each piece of the mirror's surface contains the potentiality of the sum total.
In this sense perhaps, this is also reflected in the quality of paranormal experiences inasmuch as; "Detail in a photograph is not particularly connected to the size in the sense that a small piece of a photograph will have a lot of detail on a small area of the scene. A large photograph will have a lot of detail on all of the scene. In a hologram, each grain has some of the information about the whole scene. It has some detail about the whole scene. A large hologram has a lot of details about the whole scene. So something different happens when you cut a hologram in half: you get the original picture, but it is less clear because you have lost detail."
- Richard Alan Miller and Burt Webb
Department of Paraphysics and Parapsychology, Experimental College
University of Washington

In other words, much like our own physic constitution, this non human intelligence may be distributed along several manifestations, each having the essence of the whole band yet lacking a refined embodiment. There is a struggle afoot. There are the signs everywhere..lack of progress...lack of a goal for humanity is everywhere on the transparent cusp of an evolutionary threshold.The unceasing and involuntary
sacrifice of our fellow creatures as a necessary compulsion of a larger sphere, in warfare....

If we utilise our gift of imaginative processing, we are observing the oceanic horizon of a transparent loom, whose threads are the tides and currents circulating in a proverbial meteorological climate, as unseen as microwaves, radio signals and the density of a transparent atmosphere we inhale as sustenance, which can only be observed by the rustling of branches on a summer's day.

In the receiving spectrum of sensate awareness, whether it is sight, taste, smell, touch or sound, nature also relentlessly experiments in attenuating the reciprocal nature of relationships that we are incapable of fathoming with the exception of what floats and bobs on the surface of this ocean. We critically assume we are the lone expeditionary navigators upon the reflective surface of materiality.

The sensitivity, the human individuated attenuation of reception of a realm that requires no terminology, no proof, no finite limitations in it's symbolics is by it's very nature, a pathway of evolutionary potential whose exploratory shoots and branches have roots that seek what others cannot drink. The pricking up of ears, the barking at unseen visitors...the cats that turn and run without provocation...the greeting given by our domestic pets minutes prior to our arrival...these sensitivities are not ours alone. One considers the increased and expotential growth of concern toward animal welfare just another instinctual marker that crosses this author's radar....that denotes another octave in this symphony of intangible but very real reciprocal, planetary energy exchange. Someone else has noticed this as well. A certain Mr Sheldrake.


Of course, then again, we have always sensed this larger sphere and it's needs in terms of making an offering within a ritualised sacrifice of them to atone for our own lacking in these same qualities.


The rise of autism is a dynamic, a reconcilling middle third bubbling up from the cauldron of reciprocal energy being demanded by induction, and so a bypass, an end play of evolution is being made manifest in the arrival of these contingent saints, whose sensitivities are the lifeblood of Angels. Again, the highly sensitive attenuation.....


On the other side of the spectrum is the descending animalistic human hybrid, the situational monstosities they create are much worse than any work of fiction could imagine. A great deal is at stake.


What draws forth these phantoms, what is the prize we posssess that embodiment is noted but is suspected that is a representational totem of a much greater human evolutionary potentiality than any discarnate will of the wisp? Much more is at stake than our own individual fates.

On the darker realms of this reflective surface from position of a non-human state, that provides no radiant sustenance, other receptive sensitivities may be insatiably desirous of this aforementioned embodiment and may seek to either possess or create this superior formulation of physic materiality in a "illegal" manner. Deception is a tactical strategy when one is posssessed by an object of desire, one cannot obtain by any other means.



Whether it is the abduction of sleep, the nonsensical ritualised penetration of individuated consciousness by a hive of a sociopathic drones whose eyeless obsession with materiality is a compulsion or the psychotic hatred of imprinted personalities upon the walls of materiality, stirring in obsessive hunger driving their ghostly quixotic quest to fruitlessly possess or terrorise what we encapsulate, there are also those guardians whom newborn infants gaze upon and babble with in rapt attention, as well as those guardians of humanity hidden among our own kind. The Peacock Angel of the Yezidis of is representative of of this delimited spectrum of manifestation akin to a clear liquid, whose appearance is defined by the container of the witness.



The energetic density of the spectrum of light as a reflective surface that is not only manifest in the pliable enigma of ufology, but also in the most common of intermediary and reciprocal processes in the illusionary quality of materiality.



"Qalander Baba Auliya has named the primary form of gases made from the light waves as nasma (aura), that is, the nasma is the name those basic waves and rays that initiate an existent. The waves of these lights in their flowing state can be taken as lines drawn upon the canvas of the universe. These lines, unlike the lines we are familiar with, are scattered in such a way that neither there is any distance between them nor these are infused into one another.

A movie film displayed in a cinema house can be taken as an example for understanding this thing. The light waves flow from an opening towards a screen for their display in the form of different forms and shapes. The lights rays emitting from the projector do not have any distance between them nor they are infused into one another and every line is carrying one or the other feature of a picture. Just as the lights after discharging from the projector turn into pictures after striking against the screen, similarly the nasma lines after passing through the space take the form of material bodies. These nasma lines are the basic component of the material bodies but unlike the rays emitted from the projector the physical eyes cannot sight these lines, these can only be witnessed by the inner or the spiritual sight. These cannot be seen even using the material gadgets although their effects have been notices by means of laboratory equipments. Reflection of the nasma has been seen and is named as aura but seeing the nasma using material equipments is still to be made possible.

Nasma are the waves responsible for the formation of the physical features of the creatures. These are of two types, simple and compound. The waves of simple and compound nasma are permeating the space and both contain forms and features. These not only transform into forms and features but also reflect these features for others.

Senses are produced from the effects of the waves of nasma. When these waves descend in the human mind, very mild pressure is produced, which remains imperceptible for the senses. This mild pressure, known as fantasy, can be related to with any activity of past, future or the present life. When this pressure increases, senses feel a vibration, which forms an out line or a sketch of a picture upon the screen of mind. This state, according to the Sufis, is known as thought.

When these waves sink deeper in their descent, the outline becomes more vivid. This is the state of imagination. Then the imagination gives rise to the feeling and when the feelings gain depth, the latent colors in the waves of nasma become evident, or to say, feelings become colorful. At this stage, the fantasy-cum-thought-cum-imagination-cum feeling takes the form of a manifestation displaying all the features in detail.... According to the laws of the Preserved Scripturum, the colors transform into manifestation after filling the perception with colors, which happens only when the depth is produced in the feelings and until then these waves cannot be given the name of a color and for this reason the physical eyes cannot see them. In fact the colorless waves or the lines of nasma are the six main movements of the universe and the individuals of the universe. These waves, lines or the colorless rays multiply and divide according to their concentration at any one point. The gravity is result of the descent and dispersal of these very waves and the rotations and revolution of the very waves produce periods of time.
The concentration of these waves, on one hand, introduces us with spatiality and, on the other, with time, which is another name of the dispersal of these waves upon the mind. The descent, dispersal, rotation or circulation and their multiplication and division are known as absorption of nasma that is, the nasma takes the form and figure of a feasible object according to its requirements and physical demands. Feasible, in terms of Sufism is such a thing, which in its last stage or after its completion, can be sighted by the physical eyes. As long as an object does not start existing in the form of solid materiality, it is known as Reality (tahaqaq) or Illustrative Form (tamasl)."
-Kwaja Shamsuddin Azeemi

One of the many misleading assumptions in ufology is that this phenomenon is not an interactive process but rather a empirical statement.One of the most persistent defacto dead ends is the illusionary oasis in the proverbial desert, an omniscient government agency who has patented the process of truth into an emprical commodity that they have an exclusive bureaucratic franchise..this of course is a perfect set up for the age old pantomime of fear. If you believe the government holds the key to truth, they are likely to invent one for you, of course, one that serves their purposes....which is the illusionary sleight of hand that they possess and are in control of this phenomenon. Of course this faint hope against hope in ufology in the search for honesty is played against the blare of commercial background noise. In the background, is a black shadow that is being fed a vertible food of the gods, the output of our most mysterious physic organ of perception, the human heart.
This ritualised sidestepping of the issue at hand has produced a horrific history when it is organised into an formal exterior....a systematic form of worship.



JG Bennett observed that there are two streams of life, involution and evolution.
On the bright end of expansion, there are three groups of individuals in a society;

1.Psychostatic group, those who remain in a single unchanging mode
2.Psychokinetic group, or those who are on a path of transformation to a higher level of being,
3.Psychoteleios, or those fully transformed individuals who are able to be channels between mankind and higher intelligence – similar to what Buddhists term “buddhisattva” – for the benefit of all mankind, now and in the future.

On the other tensioning side of The Rope there is the diminishing line which leads to the dead vacuum of stillness of the moon's twilight surface.

"These powers and these limitations reappear in men whose Demiurgic Nature has been awakened-that is in the two lower groups of Psychoteleios Humanity. These groups when organized for the service of the Great Work are able to cooperate with the Demiurgic Intelligences and to receive direction from the higher Psychoteleios sub-groups of Prophets and Messengers who are in direct communication with the Hyparchic Future. The human intelligences engaged in the Great Work have seldom been known to men and women of the Psychostatic Order except through the results of their intervention. Although their presence in the world is not deliberately disguised, they are not recognized because their activity differs from that of other people only in Hyparchic Regions, which ordinary man cannot perceive. They have appeared as magicians and soothsayers, as heroes and hemitheandric rulers, as prophets and priests: but, their true nature never becoming apparent, they have soon been transformed into legendary images. In our present day, they are regarded as either wholly mythical, or as ordinary men and women superstitiously endowed by their admirers with super-human attributes."
-JG Bennett The Hidden Directorate.
http://digitalseance.wordpress.com/category/jg-bennett/

And so this play of tensioning forces churn and eddies upon an invisible sea....Yes, I have paid the price...the next time the phone rings....I will let it ring....

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